I was supposed to call my friend to accompany her throughout her lonely night, and i promised i will call her after my parents slept.... but that day i feel sick during watching tv, i got some flu pills and the drowsiness kept coming to disturb me.... i HAD to take a nap( which i am also not very sure that i can wake up on time).... i switched off the television, went upstairs, switched on the radio, and set my alarm clock to 12 midnight. i put the alarm clock far away as i know i am going to wake up and switch off the alarm. then i sleep until 1.48am, which was way past 12 midnight. i was awaken by a eerie song.... as you know my friend was waiting for my call, and the song's chorus is 你知道我在等你吗?i was so scared, i broke my promise.........my heart was thumping like wild, 1st is because of the song, 2nd is because my friend could have waited for hours... i rushed downstairs towards the phone, hurt my leg coz i sort of rolled down the stairs like a meatball.....whatever...... i dialed the phone and listened to the ringing sound.....i get scared for not knowing what happens to a extreme sensitive friend like her.... someone picked up the phone, and i heard her crying.........i listened to her cry for a long time, in the dark silent morning... i feel very sorry for letting her down....and i apologized and apologized but in vain.......
this is the akward story of my night..... that morning,that song, my friend, my friend's cry hunted me thoughout the day......i never forget the worst moments ever in my life.....
somehow i have to let it go, as my friend's wound( as she suffered from heart broken, eye irritation, eye swelling, panda eyes and red eyes for 2 days) healed over time.......thanks to the song, for waking me up, or i will lose the friend forever........ and we are as close as ever......
can someone tell me how much is the percentage for an coincidence like that happen?
i wonder............................
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