these days i've been working out for this debate. the end product sucks....
but there is a thing that i am not so sad about is........
HAHA, WE THOUGHT THEY WERE MUCH MORE BETTER THAN US BEFORE THE COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i fall asleep at about 8 something and woke up now about 1.10 am....
feeling dreadful and wanna go back to sleep again....
i have tons of homework waiting for me to finish....
i have to apologize to someone....
i have to pack up my things...
i have to de....
oops...the debate is over dy.....
hahaha........
missed you much mummy.....
hope ya won't be mad at me for waking uo this early....
2010年4月29日星期四
2010年4月25日星期日
feeling cherished...
i love it today...between the two of us lets just hush it for ourselves....
meaningful and significant was just the two words that could describe my day...
perfect!
phrase of the day:do it, while you still can..
meaningful and significant was just the two words that could describe my day...
perfect!
phrase of the day:do it, while you still can..
2010年4月19日星期一
birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU................................................
gloominess....
tired, stress and homework never goes away even on your birthday...after this significant sweet sixteen indicates the worst thing ever going to happen....on 5th of may onwards......dying.....whole lotta people....
i wished i am going back to fifteen...where it is the sweetest moments of my life...i love that year....dearly...best year ever...i am totally obsessed in what happened last year and was still beaming proud in it...
there are pros and cons for growing older...of course i get to touch the car maybe have the family car as my own...which is not a bad option... *winks*i have more knowledge and of course more respect from the others.....but i can't really have a break if i wanted more achievements....
in form 3 you can just laze about and do everything passionately whenever you can....
in form 4 there will be something striking you from no where and you have to put down everything at once....
maybe i don't want a sweet sixteen....i want my fun fifteen back in my arms....can i?
gloominess....
tired, stress and homework never goes away even on your birthday...after this significant sweet sixteen indicates the worst thing ever going to happen....on 5th of may onwards......dying.....whole lotta people....
i wished i am going back to fifteen...where it is the sweetest moments of my life...i love that year....dearly...best year ever...i am totally obsessed in what happened last year and was still beaming proud in it...
there are pros and cons for growing older...of course i get to touch the car maybe have the family car as my own...which is not a bad option... *winks*i have more knowledge and of course more respect from the others.....but i can't really have a break if i wanted more achievements....
in form 3 you can just laze about and do everything passionately whenever you can....
in form 4 there will be something striking you from no where and you have to put down everything at once....
maybe i don't want a sweet sixteen....i want my fun fifteen back in my arms....can i?
2010年4月16日星期五
stressed out
its really tough these days...i can't picture it months ago and now it has come to me...definitely i know who is more suitable but i couldn't say more because you need people to support you.thank you for supporting me.we all have a long way to learn but time is ticking and i really felt that there is no time for me to breathe and relax.i am very sorry that i let you all down with my results but i had confidence in me while doing the test.it was absolutely shocking.
i totally don't have confidence in people.it doesn't mean i dun trust you that type of confidence.its i dun trust myself in understanding you.people do change as i can see these days.i don't know whether you will be changing the next second or the next day.i just refuse to torture me with these.i can see that you all are very concerned especially this season and i haven't done my best to show out what do i have.i believe in myself but in the same time i just can't bear to be bold.i care for my face really.and when people are totally sensitive it could be out pf control sometimes.
no talking behind backs please...
and what i think i done a quite satisfying job and with all the mistakes i have done i believe i am more careful now.i remember what i have to do.all the things i can't achieve can't come back even i work hard. sometimes just let it be.we all have our circumstances and i did not plead you to understand me.i've done it and i hope you see my work in it.
weaknesses are to be pointed out and to be shared to be a better person.for this i sincerely thank all of you who had done that. whether i am really din cope with my emotions that time or i accept it whole heartedly.i thank you after reviewing everything that helped me, of course.
i try my best as everything has a twist unexpectedly at the end.no one can predict what will happen the next.i believe there is miracle in me and i know i have to potential and i am the person to do it.i just don't know when and where.
p.s. i know you've been a pain in my back and i just can't get you out.i will just allow myself to blend in and accept you as the part of my life.i will try my very best to tolerate with your behaviour.i might be very generous but i also might be very possesive at times.i won't allow you to do anything that is out of my control.beware that you will be banned if you do that.i keep your face for YOU.
last phrase for the day: smile to face the consequences
i totally don't have confidence in people.it doesn't mean i dun trust you that type of confidence.its i dun trust myself in understanding you.people do change as i can see these days.i don't know whether you will be changing the next second or the next day.i just refuse to torture me with these.i can see that you all are very concerned especially this season and i haven't done my best to show out what do i have.i believe in myself but in the same time i just can't bear to be bold.i care for my face really.and when people are totally sensitive it could be out pf control sometimes.
no talking behind backs please...
and what i think i done a quite satisfying job and with all the mistakes i have done i believe i am more careful now.i remember what i have to do.all the things i can't achieve can't come back even i work hard. sometimes just let it be.we all have our circumstances and i did not plead you to understand me.i've done it and i hope you see my work in it.
weaknesses are to be pointed out and to be shared to be a better person.for this i sincerely thank all of you who had done that. whether i am really din cope with my emotions that time or i accept it whole heartedly.i thank you after reviewing everything that helped me, of course.
i try my best as everything has a twist unexpectedly at the end.no one can predict what will happen the next.i believe there is miracle in me and i know i have to potential and i am the person to do it.i just don't know when and where.
p.s. i know you've been a pain in my back and i just can't get you out.i will just allow myself to blend in and accept you as the part of my life.i will try my very best to tolerate with your behaviour.i might be very generous but i also might be very possesive at times.i won't allow you to do anything that is out of my control.beware that you will be banned if you do that.i keep your face for YOU.
last phrase for the day: smile to face the consequences
2010年4月12日星期一
the coming of my journey to new zealand
dear readers, i am going to start my nz journal very soon...something happened recently put my brains fresh back into the wonderful memories of it...hope to give you the best description of the magnificent experience i had in nz...
to be continued....
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