proud or not, up to you to decide...

ok, this is something that i feel i must say about it today... many people had told me that they think i am over confident or in another phrase" 串" in my results when i was interviewed by the press. so actually i really do know that i am going to get 8As when my friend told me she got 8As too... it was an hour before i went to get my result... so when i said that it was "预料之中" i don't think it is a matter to be considered as "串". don't understand why make a fuss out of it.. maybe it may looks like i am very proud or something like that but it is the true thoughts.... does it really matter? sometimes i know that people say i really look 很嚣张, have to say that i'm working through it. but please don't put words into my mouth as it is (for me ) considered very impolite. to the people who supported me before but now had done the opposite, proud or not, up to you to decide.

there is a quote" not everyone is perfect, and no one can ever make everyone happy."
i believed in it, and hope it keeps motivating me and keeping me tough for the challenges upcoming... to my friends, i have no intention to hurt you or insult you or whatever you say with my words... not everyone is bidded with this "greeting", so don't add a fuss to yourself...

prous or not, up to you...

cake , cream and... sigh....

today woke up at 7.10 ying chuing and family still sleeping. ying chuing very very seldom talk to me today... dunno why... in the afternoon we started to make the cake. 1st was to beat the egg whites and sugar and cream of tartar until stiff like foam like la...then there is a very very slow beater which merosakkan all the egg....addtional factors were there was drops of milk and chocolate in the egg bowl which when the cake come out it looks like punctured tyre. we decided to do another cake... then the second cake was better but it still din mengembang like it shud be, so we HAD to use it anyway...
now the focus on the mousse cream.it was quite nice when we tasted it, but it looks very liquidy form. so we beat the mixture again n again. but i think it is a bit over-beaten that it turns into very very tiny luimps... guess it is the milk fats gua.... but it looks overall OK!
then it is time to put the mousse over the cake. the second cake was oven hot but yc already pout the mousse on it... and the mixture suddenly melted in front of our eyes... there is another problem coz the cake is too small in the container as it should be ngam ngam to hold the mousse nd cake in place...then i dun care already... i put on the mousse and finish it up and throw it into the refrigerator... wonder if yc's parents will scold me if they knew the cake was hot?
then there is a coating of chocolate outside of the cake which i am not going to say anything about it coz i havent done it with yc yet...
a day of cake... cream ... and sigh....
at least i had revised some of my first aid manual. no more sighing afterwards... going home soon... back to the old life...there's something i am very worried about is going to happen...hope it doesn't happen... maybe it will be over before it happens in front of my eye...sighs... can't help it...feel a tingling sensation of sorry over my body...

amc annual training camp 2009

i love st john camp. I LOVE ST JOHN AMC.
any camps that will stay fresh in my mind forever is always amc annusl training camp organised by st john amc.this year is the best that ever happened in my life. i never felt so touched by my members or anyone before. i feel the burning spirit in my heart. anyone who feels the same way i believe we are from the same family, we have the same beliefs and the same aim. i wanted to work hard and show my committment. i want everyone that join feels the passion and we will all work together for the best. this is the time we prove ourselves girls. form 3, are we ready to obey commands and to lead the rest?
here is a small part of my group yells:
so violet, we follow we learn we lead the way!
just like senior chuah said, form 1 we follow, form 2 we learn, form 3 we start to lead.
time is ticking, we must strive and persevere, form 3s!