birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU................................................






gloominess....


tired, stress and homework never goes away even on your birthday...after this significant sweet sixteen indicates the worst thing ever going to happen....on 5th of may onwards......dying.....whole lotta people....
i wished i am going back to fifteen...where it is the sweetest moments of my life...i love that year....dearly...best year ever...i am totally obsessed in what happened last year and was still beaming proud in it...
there are pros and cons for growing older...of course i get to touch the car maybe have the family car as my own...which is not a bad option... *winks*i have more knowledge and of course more respect from the others.....but i can't really have a break if i wanted more achievements....
in form 3 you can just laze about and do everything passionately whenever you can....
in form 4 there will be something striking you from no where and you have to put down everything at once....

maybe i don't want a sweet sixteen....i want my fun fifteen back in my arms....can i?