today is the most exciting, thrilling, terrifying, sad day..... there are conflicts in flag....people argue bcoz of different matters that cannot be solved.... have to tolerate with them since i am from the same group with ali and ting ting, and i am the leader, i cant just stand with them onli bcoz i edi used to using the signs....have to listen and make a wise decision.....being a leader is tough anyway.....i am grateful bcoz the members trust me to become a leader , and i am juz a new member compared to them...but the end result is, we managed to finish in 8 minutes and 30 seconds... and we've got about 5 mistakes.... thats a good start i can say... and i am proud of them bcoz we all can get together and work out something for our first time cooperating together...may we be blessed for our coming practises and competition....
after that i went to duty.... i could say i am happy to see pvt wong there... my best friend when i got into school... maybe now we are separated by the committee and member status, but we are still good friends right? having a good time chatting like old days and laughing off my head like mad.... but, theres a problem....a real real real real real BIG problem i should say.... i told you that members are not allowed to be too friends with committees..... its hard because people need bonding, people need interaction, people need communication......i know i am stubborn, but i lost myself... i feel comfortable talking with the people i like....not wanting people to say i am brushing dust off people's shoes.... anyway,the person who woke me up on this, she's right... and i totally appreciate her guidance....i got cold water on my sleepy head....i woke up..... and, i, feel, embarassed.........
i would like to apologize to her for my mistake........ sorry........
then is the crazy part of my duty.......i was supposed to leave at 5 o'clock, but my dad's tuition finish on 5.30 pm... so i thought i might stay for another 15 to 30 minutes.... i missed out alot of duties because flag practice and others....on 5.05 pm sharp, came a patient , from PA class..... what i saw was indeed a shocking scene... there's a mechanical pencil lead underneath her palm skin, with a small small head sticking out.......it is black and i think it is quite deep... the PA girl dunno y she can stand the pain....so senior and i used forceps and tried to clip it out ...what worried me is it seems to go deeper and deeper.......so what we decided to do is to ask the patient to hold back the breath, we will flatten the skin and let the head of the pencil lead stick out more and we will clip it out.......and what we've tried doesn't seem to work out too well too......i became worried and scared, deep in my heart i can feel the pain of something sticking out from underneath the skin of your palm....in came another casualty, with just a bit of reddness from being scratched when she fell down.... senior took after the first while i took over the second.... what a lot to learn.... i feel my first aid knowledge is just like a baby...... i didn't know what exactly i had to do for a casualty which the knee is being scratched and has red marks on it..... then only i know, for normal cuts and wounds, clean it with dettol and apply yellow lotion will do...then senior must have seen me kelam kabut then switched with me.....however, when i go back to the first casualty, she has already got a longer head out by HERSELF!!!!! then i took up the responsibility to clip out the lead.....i slowly and gently pulled out the lead..... her expression was full of pain and torture..... and i was already beginning to sweat and sweat.... the lead was about 1 cm long....
argh, i said and then i throw the lead into the dustbin.... applied dettol and yellow lotion for her and let her leave.....
i hurried to sejati after cleaning up some part of the room, afraid that dad might leave me to die and go home himself...having a turmoil of feelings, sitting in an air conditioned BENZ ....the cool air cant blow away the akwardness, the worries, the unhappiness.......memories flow into my brain, wiping out all my homework i need to do.......i just wanna sleep.......until the very end of the day, i shall wake up and say: what a long day.......
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