im sorry i din make it...

felt that i am talking crap in the previous posts. but so what? thats what i feel. nothing wrong.
i'm sorry i din make it.but i will continue to learn for sure.just felt weird again.
that may be a relief. that maybe a burden. that maybe positive to look at but it's negative side is also intimidating. aim high, but with no expectations. is that correct?i don't know. i tried hard to force back tears while trying to answer the phone. is that THAT difficult? it's just small matter.
i really don't mind.





really?





yes.which has a no written on its back.