Just Dance

guess what, i am facing the neck of bottle of my life right now.
1st thing: ignored
i was ignored these few months or days. don't know the exact reason why...maybe is because of my plumpish figure?(it could be one of the factors...)maybe it is my lame character?( actually i don't think i am lame at all) maybe i am too talkative?(but i think i am not beyond the line.)maybe i am too pushy.....in all things...i was ignored by lots of people who i wanted to share with.wanting to reconnect and rebond but still---- avail.
2nd thing:scolded
yes, scolding is one of the things i still get alot these few days.i know i am troublesome but i am trying to improve.whoever says when they look at me they have a stomach full of gas go and fart.dont keep it.but i am not going behind your back and take it all.i can analyse and make the truth out of it.please say the truth and don't add something useless in it.scolding is something i do not often but i don't keep it. being scolded is something i get it very very often but i keep the person who scolds me in my heart not the issue..(gosh, there must be something wrong with my analytical skill.)
3rd thing:stressed
i am very stressed for the time being. this plump sweet potato might be smiling all day but actually it is already full of wormholes in it.lots of thing coming and i cannot say it out loud.no no.i can keep it i can keep it i can keep it.then i become a bottle of secrets.when i break, ohno.... so don't break me up.have to talk with little voices these days. felt very uncomfortable.
4th thing:stacked
homework,responsibilities all stacked unorganisely in piles.picture it with me on top of it. cannot get down unless i finish it all... go, picture it.

listened to the song Just Dance, feel that my english is extremely bad 4 not knowing what Lady Gaga is singing except for the word just dance.

life is like a dance too.the music never stops for you.if you stop halfway you just make a fool out of yourself.finish the dance even you think it is humiliating.maybe people can see the potential out of you whether it is comedious, elegant or entertaining.go with the music, just dance.